I am so tired, gripping onto this life and refusing to let go. Even though I had promised that I wouldn't give up, I can't help but think how much easier life would be if I just let go. Now that you have gone off to college and left me all alone, the only thing that has prevented me from hurting myself too much was that promise, but I think it's okay to just forget it now. I have a new promise for you. I promise that when you come home, and when you read this letter, you'll know that I have been watching you from the edge of hell, holding onto this new promise, reaching out for your arms, hoping you won't be too angry with my decision to just give it all up. |
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i put it as nonfictional because someone out there has written something like this. i wrote it while i was in debate class on my friends calculater, which was a pain in my ass, but i wanted to see how it worked.. so i ended up writing this and i had to rewrite it down cuz i liked it.. i think i was thinking of my friend when i wrote this because hes so.. lonely ish feeling.. but hes good he has his good days and bad days but i love him all the same... XDXD but yeah i hope he doenst do anything like this cuz i will kill myself and chase him in hell and then kill him again XD
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Naruto: If You GIVE UP, Your dream and everything else, will END right here!
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LUV UZ SHO MUCH!!!
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